When words fail you.

Hello every one.

It’s been a minute and trust me I missed you guys. I hope you missed my pen too?

There is something bugging my mind and I thought to share.

What do you do when words fail you? Your heart is heavy with unspoken words, weighed down with unexpressed emotions, and burdened with fear of the unknown.

I am not “perfect”.

 Oh yeah, I know I am Perfect through Him and IN HIM.




But as much as I feel I am not totally “perfect” yeah,, I still feel I have the right to correct  those I feel are in the wrong. Do you  get me?


...I had rehearsed all I was going to say to her over and over again, I mean, I even acted it out (role play).

I told myself I was going to tell her the truth even in the face of the obvious lies she told me to my face.  I’m someone who believes anything (this is something I’m still begging God to help me change) I can trust anyone and anything so long as I love you.

When i got to finally see her, I asked questions  And I expected nothing but the truth. But, I was lied to yet again. I was mad but I couldn’t talk; all my role play faded all in me like ice melts away and smoke fades away in the distance.

She is hurting deep down, sinking deeper and deeper into a black world. She feels she’s right and can sway everyone with her innocent bright brown eyes, gentle demeanour and cool exterior;

 but I am here, holding the light, carrying the weight of the unspoken words and getting burned by the unexpressed emotions that I don’t know what to do.

I pick up my phone, dial her number and all I do is chit chat away. I drop the call and I’m back to the regretful heaviness that burdens me concerning her..

I’m thinking I might hurt her with my words and lose her totally to the wicked claws of oblivion, darkness, regret and pain.

I have prayed about it but I feel like the first right word that would lead to a sentence then a phrase hasn’t dropped in my mind just yet.

Tick Tock... the clock ticks away and she is drowning deeper and deeper in her self destruction.

What do you do when the right WORDS FAIL YOU?

What do you do when your actions fail you?

What about when your tears fail you? (That’s if you know how to shed a tear or two)

I really do feel, the fact that you are super concerned and you show a lot of love might be of great help. I don’t know guys, I just feel that way.

When WORDS FAIL YOU, what do you do?